I should be doing the dishes...
I should be doing the laundry.....
I should be fixing my vacuum......
I should be disinfecting toys......
but I'm not....
I am relaxing on the couch with my husband.....
we don't get much time to just relax together so everything else must wait:)
p.s. I know I have not written in FOREVER but I am making it a goal to blog everyday of September, for no reason just a challenge for myself:)
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
grumpy face
Laney has been doing this grumpy face:) I dont know where she got it from but I love it! I took some pictures trying to get her to do it but got some cute ones instead:) They are all from my phone so they look awful
I feel like i should have a backdrop behind her when i take pictures, that white wall is boring :p
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| Ahhh I love that smile! |
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| This one is kind of silly but i love her profile! So pretty:) |
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| This is almost the grumpy face but more just serious |
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| I love this one because she is laughing at her daddy:) |
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| blurry but adorable!!!! |
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Laney:)
I have not blogged in a long time so I thought I would write about my baby girl:)
Miss Lane Train,
You are almost 13 months
You wear a size 4 diaper
You weigh 19 lbs 14 oz and 28 in tall :)
You are incredibly silly!
You never stop talking mostly just your own gibberish but sometimes you say actual words
You can say: watey (water) doggy, more, eat, DADDY!!, mama, no, nonna, Ali, Macca, cracker, thank you, book, shoe, kkkeee (key), yucky (thats your favorite word!)
Im sure I am forgetting some words you say but I cant think right now
You say any word anyone asks you to say. Yesterday you said "merican" for american, and you said "outback" haha it makes me giggle to hear you say such big words!
You eat everything except cottage cheese :)
You are testing your boundaries with mommy and daddy and its probably the cutest thing I have ever seen!!
You still take two naps a day and sleep through the night
Your favorite toys are my phone, wallet and keys
You know how to take off your diaper
You love to swim but you are not a fan of baths
You look more and more like me everyday :) :) :)
You are almost 13 months
You wear a size 4 diaper
You weigh 19 lbs 14 oz and 28 in tall :)
You are incredibly silly!
You never stop talking mostly just your own gibberish but sometimes you say actual words
You can say: watey (water) doggy, more, eat, DADDY!!, mama, no, nonna, Ali, Macca, cracker, thank you, book, shoe, kkkeee (key), yucky (thats your favorite word!)
Im sure I am forgetting some words you say but I cant think right now
You say any word anyone asks you to say. Yesterday you said "merican" for american, and you said "outback" haha it makes me giggle to hear you say such big words!
You eat everything except cottage cheese :)
You are testing your boundaries with mommy and daddy and its probably the cutest thing I have ever seen!!
You still take two naps a day and sleep through the night
Your favorite toys are my phone, wallet and keys
You know how to take off your diaper
You love to swim but you are not a fan of baths
You look more and more like me everyday :) :) :)
I love you baby!!!!
love mommy
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
June! Running!
I cant believe its June..............June means my baby turns one, and my wedding is in a month, and holy crap how has it been a year since I had her?!?!?!
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As you saw in my last post that I have anxiety and I have depression. Its really hard sometimes but some days I feel great:) Like today I feel great! I talked to Caleb about how I was feeling last night and I think that made me feel better. I try not to talk to him about it because I don't want to worry him and I don't want him to think I am nuts since he has never dealt with depression. So to deal with the days that are not as good as today I am going to take up running! I have heard that exercise is like an antidepressant, oh ya I am really sensitive to medications the last few I have tried have made me MORE depressed and I just cant afford to try that again. I have a baby who needs me to be happy and if I take the meds and they make me worse that is a month where I am off my game and I don't want that for her. So I am going to start off walking for now and work my way to running! I cant wait and I want to be in shape!
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As you saw in my last post that I have anxiety and I have depression. Its really hard sometimes but some days I feel great:) Like today I feel great! I talked to Caleb about how I was feeling last night and I think that made me feel better. I try not to talk to him about it because I don't want to worry him and I don't want him to think I am nuts since he has never dealt with depression. So to deal with the days that are not as good as today I am going to take up running! I have heard that exercise is like an antidepressant, oh ya I am really sensitive to medications the last few I have tried have made me MORE depressed and I just cant afford to try that again. I have a baby who needs me to be happy and if I take the meds and they make me worse that is a month where I am off my game and I don't want that for her. So I am going to start off walking for now and work my way to running! I cant wait and I want to be in shape!
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
wedding dream
I had a dream last night about my wedding and it was so weird!
First our centerpieces came {not that I ordered any in real life} and they were black and white tulle.... I was like oh well, then the tent came and it was like 30 inches wide and 10 feet long, oh and I am running around the whole time in a huge barbie wedding gown like nasty fabric and all. So I am running around freaking out then I realize I forgot to order the table linens haha so we have these nasty beat up wood tables set up. Then their is like an hour before the ceremony starts and I forgot to set up an appointment to get my hair done and my make up so I am running around the mall and in my dreams I always move super slow and its the most frustrating thing. So I get to mac and they fix me up and I get home and look in the mirror to realize that I have no makeup on......apparently I wiped it all off??? IDK this was a crazy dream
I definitely don't have anxiety right HA HA HA
First our centerpieces came {not that I ordered any in real life} and they were black and white tulle.... I was like oh well, then the tent came and it was like 30 inches wide and 10 feet long, oh and I am running around the whole time in a huge barbie wedding gown like nasty fabric and all. So I am running around freaking out then I realize I forgot to order the table linens haha so we have these nasty beat up wood tables set up. Then their is like an hour before the ceremony starts and I forgot to set up an appointment to get my hair done and my make up so I am running around the mall and in my dreams I always move super slow and its the most frustrating thing. So I get to mac and they fix me up and I get home and look in the mirror to realize that I have no makeup on......apparently I wiped it all off??? IDK this was a crazy dream
I definitely don't have anxiety right HA HA HA
Monday, May 30, 2011
Summer:)
Summer is here and it is oh so sweet:) I can already tell this summer is going to be amazing. Last summer I became a mommy which was AHHHMAZING, but I didnt get to enjoy the summery things.
1. I was too nervous to take my new bundle of joy outside because it was pushing 100 degrees
2. I could not stay awake AT ALL! I wanted to go outside and lay out but the bed was so much more inviting
3. I was a breastfeeding mommy so I was not drinking any alcohol obviously
I drank a beer yesterday out in the sun while Lane was playing in her pool holy crap they are even tastier when you are in the sunshine:)
4. I didnt swim since I had just popped out a baby and didnt get clearance to until mid August ( I dont think I swam after that)
BUT this summer is going to the best yet! My baby girl will turn ONE next month! She already loves the water:) we went to the pool today but it was super packed so we are going to go to our complex's pool during the day tomorrow and hopefully all the kiddos and adults will be at school and work. She loves the outdoors and playing in the grass. I cant wait this is going to be a summer to remember:)
1. I was too nervous to take my new bundle of joy outside because it was pushing 100 degrees
2. I could not stay awake AT ALL! I wanted to go outside and lay out but the bed was so much more inviting
3. I was a breastfeeding mommy so I was not drinking any alcohol obviously
I drank a beer yesterday out in the sun while Lane was playing in her pool holy crap they are even tastier when you are in the sunshine:)
4. I didnt swim since I had just popped out a baby and didnt get clearance to until mid August ( I dont think I swam after that)
BUT this summer is going to the best yet! My baby girl will turn ONE next month! She already loves the water:) we went to the pool today but it was super packed so we are going to go to our complex's pool during the day tomorrow and hopefully all the kiddos and adults will be at school and work. She loves the outdoors and playing in the grass. I cant wait this is going to be a summer to remember:)
Thursday, May 12, 2011
BABIES!!!
My friend Jennifer was due with her first daughter...........yesterday. Little baby girl is still cooking so today we are mall walking! I know their are a million things you can eat and drink and do to supposedly go into labor but the only thing my Dr. told me to do was walk, oh and the nurse told me to have lots of sex..... anyway I don't know if it will help or if it really does help but it makes sense to me! It is so HARD to be patient and wait for your baby! I remember just wanting to get her out to make sure she was healthy, the unknown was killing me!
Oh my and the happiness that comes after you have the baby! I could go on for days about that. You cant even fully explain it or express it, it is just the happiest most love I have ever felt. It is so overwhelming and incredible. I cant wait for my sisters and friends to have babies just so I can see the love in their eyes. It is the best feeling in the world! And don't get me wrong my babydaddy/fiance/husband is my first love:) But the love for a child is just different and quite surprising:)
Please pray for my friend to have a fast and easy labor! I cant wait for her and her husband to welcome the new love of their life's into this world:)
Oh my and the happiness that comes after you have the baby! I could go on for days about that. You cant even fully explain it or express it, it is just the happiest most love I have ever felt. It is so overwhelming and incredible. I cant wait for my sisters and friends to have babies just so I can see the love in their eyes. It is the best feeling in the world! And don't get me wrong my babydaddy/fiance/husband is my first love:) But the love for a child is just different and quite surprising:)
Please pray for my friend to have a fast and easy labor! I cant wait for her and her husband to welcome the new love of their life's into this world:)
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