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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

wedding dream

I had a dream last night about my wedding and it was so weird!
First our centerpieces came {not that I ordered any in real life} and they were black and white tulle.... I was  like oh well, then the tent came and it was like 30 inches wide and 10 feet long, oh and I am running around the whole time in a huge barbie wedding gown like nasty fabric and all. So I am running around freaking out then I realize I forgot to order the table linens haha so we have these nasty beat up wood tables set up. Then their is like an hour before the ceremony starts and I forgot to set up an appointment to get my hair done and my make up so I am running around the mall and in my dreams I always move super slow and its the most frustrating thing. So I get to mac and they fix me up and I get home and look in the mirror to realize that I have no makeup on......apparently I wiped it all off??? IDK this was a crazy dream

I definitely don't have anxiety right HA HA HA

Monday, May 30, 2011


Summer is here and it is oh so sweet:) I can already tell this summer is going to be amazing. Last summer I became a mommy which was AHHHMAZING, but I didnt get to enjoy the summery things.

1. I was too nervous to take my new bundle of joy outside because it was pushing 100 degrees
2. I could not stay awake AT ALL! I wanted to go outside and lay out but the bed was so much more inviting
3. I was a breastfeeding mommy so I was not drinking any alcohol obviously
           I drank a beer yesterday out in the sun while Lane was playing in her pool holy crap they are even                      tastier when you are in the sunshine:)
4. I didnt swim since I had just popped out a baby and didnt get clearance to until mid August ( I dont think I swam after that)

BUT this summer is going to the best yet! My baby girl will turn ONE next month! She already loves the water:) we went to the pool today but it was super packed so we are going to go to our complex's pool during the day tomorrow and hopefully all the kiddos and adults will be at school and work. She loves the outdoors and playing in the grass. I cant wait this is going to be a summer to remember:)

Thursday, May 12, 2011


My friend Jennifer was due with her first daughter...........yesterday. Little baby girl is still cooking so today we are mall walking! I know their are a million things you can eat and drink and do to supposedly go into labor but the only thing my Dr. told me to do was walk, oh and the nurse told me to have lots of sex..... anyway I don't know if it will help or if it really does help but it makes sense to me! It is so HARD to be patient and wait for  your baby! I remember just wanting to get her out to make sure she was healthy, the unknown was killing me!

Oh my and the happiness that comes after you have the baby! I could go on for days about that. You cant even fully explain it or express it, it is just the happiest most love I have ever felt. It is so overwhelming and incredible. I cant wait for my sisters and friends to have babies just so I can see the love in their eyes. It is the best feeling in the world! And don't get me wrong my babydaddy/fiance/husband is my first love:) But the love for a child is just different and quite surprising:)

Please pray for my friend to have a fast and easy labor! I cant wait for her and her husband to welcome the new love of their life's into this world:)

Monday, May 9, 2011

Happy Mommy

This little princess is sleeping through the night:) yup that was my BIG news:)

I know it seems crazy that she is just now doing this at 10 months old BUT here are my excuses :p

1.As she got older she was waking up less and less so I didnt think any "training" was necessary
2.During the winter she was sick quite a bit and ACTUALLY the only times she slept through the night was when she was sick but when she got better it was like two or three times a night i don't know why that is
3.I really thought she was hungry:)
4.She wasnt

I actually feel a lot happier now that I am getting proper sleep haha who knew ;)

Friday, May 6, 2011


I had a WHOLE blog in my head that I was going to write and know I cant memory isn't what it used to be

this is going to be a really lame post

im going to rid the kitchen of rotten food. our fridge stopped working so all of our food is spoiled, not like their was anything in there to begin with. we have some warm cheese, soggy vegetables, and some other stuff that smells awful!

OOOOOOOOHHHH YAAAAA I remember what i was going to write about :) you will just have to wait! it has to do with Laney.......and.......a happy mommy:) hahahaha very vague

Sunday, May 1, 2011

poop.rashes and more POOP!

I think their has been poop on every inch of my apartment this weekend. Why? Well my poor Lane has horrible diaper rash since she has diarrhea from being on an antibiotic I mean BAD diaper rash, like screaming crossing her ankles and squeezing her legs together so you can wipe her bad.

So in the morning after I took her diaper off I just wrapped a burp cloth/cloth diaper thing around her butt and sat her in her high chair for breakfast. ya know to catch her pee...........nope she pooped and it was not the turd kind.

So I pulled her out of her seat right away to change it so it would not irritate her skin anymore and shes kicking and grabbing so now the poop is all over her so I sit her in the sink to wash it off since the wipes hurt and I cant grab anything else to wipe her with because i'm holding a twenty lb baby away from me so we are both not coated in poop. So the sink now has poop all over it and I manage to wash a little off while she is climbing up my body. And the saddest/sweetest part is after I change her and she is all upset she just wants to snuggle me even though I just caused her pain:( I love my sweet girl

Any way I eventually clean her up and diapered and I set her down to play and start retracing my steps to clean
1. poop on highchair (disinfect)
2. poop in sink (disinfect)
3. poop in cloth diaper (soak in toilet)
4. poop on pajamas and changing table pad (scrub with dreft stain remover)

phew I hope you were not eating and reading this,I wont talk about poop least not for a while, sorry if this was TMI :)

and I do realize this all could have been avoided if I just put a diaper on her........yes I am complaining about my own error

p.s do you think I could say SO one more time hehe :p