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Thursday, February 24, 2011


AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am really stressed lately :( but before I get to that Lane and I went to MI two weekends ago to visit Caleb and it was AMAZING! I didn't realize how much I missed him until I saw him! Laney has been having some stranger issues she cries when anyone she doesn't know tries to hold her so I was afraid that she would not recognize Caleb and be upset but I was sooooo wrong! He didn't get home from work until 8:30 and her bedtime is 7-7:30 at the latest. She fell asleep in his bed, when he got home she woke up and her eyes got so big when she saw him she just stared. I loved it I had to hold back the tears it was so sweet and I was so excited to see him too it was such a good feeling:) She went right to him and giggled like crazy even though he was barely doing anything. I cant wait for him to come home for good! We have not had our own place in a year. One year ago exactly we moved into his parents house.

So I am really stinking stressed lately:( I waited until the last minute to set up IPL, gas and renters insurance so its my fault I should have done it TWO weeks ago when I found out but I didn't........and while I was setting all of this up I had to finish my save the dates! So not to be a complainer but I am also really really tired all the time so it was really hard on me. I also don't want Laney to feel the stress but its hard im so tired and overwhelmed:( Now I have to move all my shit into my new apartment grrrrrr ok im really complaining now. Tomorrow I am going to get blood work(one word? two?) done to figure out why I am so tired! I hope they can fix it because its painful trying to stay awake and be a good mommy when you are so sleepy all the time:/ I know I am going to kick myself when I find out whats going on and I feel so much better like "why the F*** didn't you do this 8 months ago!!!!!!!"

I have some funny pics of Lane (nothing new to you Caleb sorry!) but it wont upload any of them right now so I will put some up tomorrow I am exhausted. Tomorrow should be a stress free day! Very low stress things I have to do, except that  I am going to the dentist and last time I had sort of a panic attack and I'm going to get blood taken which is always unpleasant but what am I gonna do!

Friday, February 11, 2011

Crazy week!

I have had a crazy busy week! I have an apartment! It happened so fast, I knew that the complex had one available that I wanted and they would not have one again until April. We didn't want to wait that long since we would have to move back to his parents house for a month after Caleb came home, and that would be too much moving Laney around so we just decided to go for it. I walked in said I wanted the one they had available and he showed it to me and I went home and Caleb and I applied online and signed the lease online! It was so fast I cant believe we really have it! We are so excited, we get the keys on the 23rd but we are going to wait until Caleb gets home to move in. I am so happy with the way it has worked out we can have everything moved in by the time Caleb gets home.

I met with a caterer(sp?) today, I REALLY liked them! We scheduled a tasting and I cant wait! I also got my wedding favors today ahhhhhhhh so excited but im not telling its a surprise! muahahaha

oh ya and it might be this really cool awesomely awesome girls birthday today............................
I love this girl so much! She is the funniest, sweetest, strongest, most kind hearted girl I know! Every year we get closer and I love it so much! I love you so much Maddy I am so proud of the girl you have become and I cant wait for the many more years to come!

Laney and I took some silly pictures in the car in carpool line the other day:)

 I love this little goofy gal!
 She is playing with one of her taggies that her aunt made her and she has the WHOLE tag in her mouth hehehe
We sent this one to Caleb she is smiling like that because she wanted my phone that I was taking the picture with hahahaha its such a cute little smirk:)

Monday, February 7, 2011


more old pictures I found:) she is so sweet!

 On the way home from the hospital, the most scary car ride EVER!
 Me and momma! I sat in the back seat with her until she was a month old hehehe

 talking on her hand phone
 She was soo skinny!
 First good bath, Caleb and I tried but we had no idea what we were doing and she was freezing! poor baby

so sweet!
 warm and clean in mommys arms!
 this was one of my favorite NB outfits

This was like the week after she was born! My bangs were in my face so I had her bow in my hair:) I wish I remembered this time more, I was so tired and trying to figure out how to take care of my fragile little angel that the memories are not very vivid:( I do remember how happy I was and still am! I am so glad that she is my daughter. We did not get pregnant on purpose but it could not have been more perfect! She has made us happier than we could have ever imagined!
ok now that im done blabbing im going to bed!!!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Old Pictures!

I just found these pictures on my moms computer. They are from the day before I got induced!

My grandma Ali, me and my mom! I look so swollen! my face is huge!!!!!!!!!!!

My Uncle Wee!

Caleb and I looking sexy! I think my eyes were swollen shut in this one. We left from here and went straight to the hospital!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Laney Love

I took Laney to the doctor yesterday since it was the third day with a fever. They did a strep test(which was the most horrible thing in the world i had to hold her arms and head still) it was negative but they are treating her for it anyway since she is showing all the symptoms and she was exposed to it. She is taking an antibiotic and is doing so much better already!

I went out to dinner with my step-sister for her 21st last night. My mom, gma, and Maddy watched Laney for me and they even got her to bed! Caleb and I are the only ones who have put her to bed expect maybe one time, I was very impressed:) She woke up every two hours last night though:( so the girls let me sleep an extra hour this morning which I am so grateful for!!! (greatful?grateful?) For getting no sleep last night this is the best I have felt all week. I have been taking two naps a day!

In wedding news the date is set! July 9, 2011! Annnnnnnnnd I have my wedding dress! but i cant talk about becuase Caleb reads this muahahahahahah

We are getting MORE SNOW on top of the ice. Most people are pissed about this but it doesn't make a difference to me:) Lane and I have no where to go anyway! By the way I have NO photography skills at all! This is from my blackberry aka Laneys favorite toy

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

sick babe:(

So last night I was laying in bed before i went to sleep and I thought "I want some cuddle time with Laney" she is always looking around and moving around not much time for cuddling. When she woke up this morning I brought her into my bed to nurse like I usually do and we both fell asleep for THREE more hours! That never happens ever and we were both really hot, i knew right away something was wrong. So I took her temperature and poor baby had a fever:(

I gave her some Tylonel and we just laid around all day. We watched a movie and she slept on me it was very sweet, I got my cuddle time I just wish she was feeling better:(

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She felt better after the Tylonel kicked in
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but it didnt last long:(

We were iced in again today, and school is cancelled tomorrow too!
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Maddy has been sick since last Wednesday so she was catching up on homework, Lane was hanging in the chair and I'm by the fireplace of course:)

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 Maddy played on the ice today:)
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She rode her bike ON TOP of the snow it was too funny!

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Then she fell bahahahaha (she was not hurt: p)
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