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Thursday, February 24, 2011

STRESS!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am really stressed lately :( but before I get to that Lane and I went to MI two weekends ago to visit Caleb and it was AMAZING! I didn't realize how much I missed him until I saw him! Laney has been having some stranger issues she cries when anyone she doesn't know tries to hold her so I was afraid that she would not recognize Caleb and be upset but I was sooooo wrong! He didn't get home from work until 8:30 and her bedtime is 7-7:30 at the latest. She fell asleep in his bed, when he got home she woke up and her eyes got so big when she saw him she just stared. I loved it I had to hold back the tears it was so sweet and I was so excited to see him too it was such a good feeling:) She went right to him and giggled like crazy even though he was barely doing anything. I cant wait for him to come home for good! We have not had our own place in a year. One year ago exactly we moved into his parents house.

So I am really stinking stressed lately:( I waited until the last minute to set up IPL, gas and renters insurance so its my fault I should have done it TWO weeks ago when I found out but I didn't........and while I was setting all of this up I had to finish my save the dates! So not to be a complainer but I am also really really tired all the time so it was really hard on me. I also don't want Laney to feel the stress but its hard im so tired and overwhelmed:( Now I have to move all my shit into my new apartment grrrrrr ok im really complaining now. Tomorrow I am going to get blood work(one word? two?) done to figure out why I am so tired! I hope they can fix it because its painful trying to stay awake and be a good mommy when you are so sleepy all the time:/ I know I am going to kick myself when I find out whats going on and I feel so much better like "why the F*** didn't you do this 8 months ago!!!!!!!"

I have some funny pics of Lane (nothing new to you Caleb sorry!) but it wont upload any of them right now so I will put some up tomorrow I am exhausted. Tomorrow should be a stress free day! Very low stress things I have to do, except that  I am going to the dentist and last time I had sort of a panic attack and I'm going to get blood taken which is always unpleasant but what am I gonna do!

1 comment:

maddy said...

im sorry ur so stressed :( youll see caleb soon, well help you get the apartment all ready, and then you will have some awsome family time!!

feel better :)